I’ve been gone for a long time again haven’t I? Sorry, I’m sure I’ll get what is coming to me
The holidays were fun, visiting with friends and family. Exchanging gifts. (my favorite gift was a box of peach Sour Belt candy.. mmm drool. There is just something about that flavor and the way it strokes the side and back of my tongue that drives me crazy. Sometimes I dream of a penis wrapped in a sour belt. Now I have gone and made myself horny and want another candy. My box is almost empty )
My first call after getting back from my vacation was fun and just what I needed to jump back into the game. It was pure horniness, on speed. I finished that call very worn out, but happy.
I hope your holidays were as fun as mine and that you got everything you needed. If you didn’t, I’m always available. *wink*

Just a quickie before I run back out. I promise to be back soon.. I know I take long breaks sometimes. But when I get back, I’m always so much better then the last time arn’t I?
Anyway, Happy (Phone Sex) New Year.

This morning I was sent an email telling me that today was Global Orgasm Day and that I had better get to work. . The website states the purpose of the day:

To effect positive change in the energy field of the earth through conscious dedication of orgasmic energy to the vibration of Peace. Our minds and our biology influence Matter and Quantum Energy fields, so by concentrating our thoughts before, during, and after orgasm on peace and loving-kindness, the synergy of high orgasmic physical energy combined with the power of positive visualization could help reduce global levels of violence, hatred and fear. Orgasm is the largest possible instantaneous surge of human biological and spiritual energies. It is a biological gift! What better way to achieve your resolution for Peace?

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The Global Orgasm Day coincides with the Winter Solstice and many different ways to honor the day.

All of the rituals are lovely, but one way of celebrating it caught my eye more then the others.
Saturnalia Dec 17-23

Saturn (Cronos)the father of Jupiter, ruled Italy during the Golden Age. The Saturnalia was held in his honor, a winter festival in which masters and slaves exchanged roles, a time of gift giving and license.

Saturnalia is the best-known of several festivals in the Greco-Roman world characterized by role reversals and behavioral license. Slaves were treated to a banquet of the kind usually enjoyed by their masters. Ancient sources differ on the circumstances: some suggest that master and slave dined together, while others indicate that the slaves feasted first, or that the masters actually served the food. The practice may have varied over time, and in any case slaves would still have prepared the meal.
Saturnalian license also permitted slaves to enjoy a pretense of disrespect for their masters, and exempted them from punishment. It was a time for free speech: the Augustan poet Horace calls it “December liberty.” In two satires set during the Saturnalia, Horace has a slave offer sharp criticism to his master. But everyone knew that the leveling of the social hierarchy was temporary and had limits; no social norms were ultimately threatened, because the holiday would end.

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This must have been a wonderful holiday for slaves. I’m sure they looked forward to it and carefully planned out each cutting remark, every sign of disrespect and every display of power to impact their masters on multiple levels
I’m not a switch, but I do find the idea of this day exciting and enticing. It makes me grin to imagine our roles reversed today. A sexual Freaky Thursday. I wonder if any are interested in reversing the flow of our energy today?

cue tomatoes thrown in 3, 2, 1*giggle* Change is hard, I know but it’s only for one day. And, no matter how we work the energy up, according to global orgasm day, it’s all for the good as long as we both have orgasms. So…could you have an orgasm the way I do? Could you still cum with me even though your balls are throbbing and swollen? Would you be able to cum listening to me demean you? Could you?
A severe change of perspective, I think, would create more psychic energy today then our usual activities. I’m all about polarity today… and orgasms.

The ancient sacred sex societies celebrated the Winter Solstice as a time of stillness and tranquility, when nature reaches its deepest slumber and the sun descends to its lowest path in the sky. Winter Solstice is the shortest day of the year. Many honored the day with a sacred sex ritual to attune to the deep silent peace of nature.

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More of my likes and dislikes in phone sex.

I love roleplays. That was my most fun activity as a child and it’s still one I’m happy to have a chance to participate in occasionally. All I need is a general idea of what we are doing, who I am, where we are starting in the fantasy, where you hope it will end up (if that’s important), and no more then a couple of “lines” that you need to hear. I don’t like to work with more then that. I’ve been sent emails at times with scripts that include entrances, exits, multiple lines and costume changes. If your fantasy is extremely detailed, we can still do it, but you will need to give me the entire scenario in an email and a couple of weeks to prepare for it. Be available to answers my emailed questions that I may send before we do our call. I don’t have fun when I’m nervous or trying to recall too much detail, and I just can’t participate in something too involved without practicing. So either come to me with a bare canvas we can paint together, or give me the finished painting to study for a while.

What’s the naughtiest thing I’ve ever done? *shudder* that question. I am always unprepared for it (and it’s variations) and can’t think of a thing. Literally. I don’t know.. ummm I stole money from my moms purse as a kid, that was pretty naughty. Uh… I had a threesome once? Is that naughty enough for you? uhhh… I really like dildos! Crap! Don’t ask me that because I don’t know.

The readers chorus: How the hell could you not know?? Beats me. When the call is over I can think of dozens of things I could have said, but they never come to me at the time. Pop quiz day in school was a bitch for me. It’s worse when I’m fingering myself and ready to cum and suddenly have to think. lol

Something else I don’t like, callers that assume because I’m submissive and enjoy humiliation that I would like to be called a stupid fucking bitch 20 seconds into our call. I’m a slut, not a bitch and certainly not stupid. I need to chat with you a few times before I’m comfortable with that kind of name calling. Them’s fightin’ words. *wink*

For the callers that enjoy hearing me cum over and over understand that on this sort of call you have to do the heavy lifting. Just keep talking to me, filling my head with your filthy thoughts and I can keep cumming. I can’t weave a fantasy for you and orgasm over and over at the same time. Which reminds me of another thing I don’t do (besides windows) is talk to silent callers. If you are in circumstances where you can only listen, I can’t be your phone slut. I can’t get into this at all without a very participatory partner. This is also why I have no recorded listings.

Looking over what I have written and it looks like I’m a very high maintenance phone sub. I like that.

Tomorrow is my birthday. I don’t have any plans so I might be logging in, but for that day only all callers must treat me as their most treasured possession.

A few days ago I was making myself some medibles<----defintion for the uninitiated and my cat decided she would make sure no leftover cannabutter goes wasted. I came back into the kitchen a bit later and found my very naughty girl.

(Don’t worry, no pussies were hurt in the making and eating of the medibles. Remember the LD50 on cannabis is astronomical.)

A hour or so after we had our treat I got a niteflirt call from one Master that encourages me to higher and higher levels of hysteria. On a normal day my cat would not pay the slightest attention to my cries, pleading, slaps, pinches, moans and orgasming, having heard it and seen it all before many times. I’m not sure what happened, but maybe she tapped in to my vibration (yes, I’m nauseatingly new age) and felt what I was feeling. She started to bellow and howl like I’ve never heard her before and kept it up the entire call! (did you hear her caller?)I was a little nervous and when I was done and went to check on her thinking I’d find her puffy and freaked out. Instead, I found her very relaxed, she just rolled over and started purring and took a nap.

That’s what I did as well

I’ll have to be away for a while again. A family member of mine is ill and I’m needed. I don’t have an estimate on how long I’ll be away, but I’ll try to blog a bit if my absence becomes extended.
I’ve been given a few slave assignments by my callers that I have not completed, and I feel really bad about that, and I apologize. I have to put all tasks given to me on hold and can not accept any future tasks for a while. When I’m fully able to comply, i let everyone know immediately.

Tonight is a goodnight to give me a call, i’m just relaxing with a movie and finally decided to post this message that I’ve been procrastinating about for a week now.
I really hope to be back before Halloween, i want so much to log in and get a few tricks or treats from my callers.

This time of year always gets me thinking of high school. School will be starting soon and I wish I was as well. High school was fun and very interesting for me, especially my senior year. I had a student teacher for English class. He was so hot and mature. Very good looking, tall and smart. I was used to teachers being old and grouchy looking so I fell really hard for him. Sprung right from the start. I just realized I’m his age now. He was just 25 when he took over my class from our regular teacher. I was 18 and I thought he seemed so extremely adult. Now I’m that age and don’t feel much like an adult at all lol

anyway

That teacher of mine was one of the catalysts that set my mouth for the things I find myself craving today. I probably shouldn’t even be blogging about him now that I think about it. While it wouldn’t have been rape, since I was of legal age. My school was private and expensive and snotty and I know he would have been strung up the nearest tree if anyone had found out the things we were doing by the end of the year. The faculty would have been shocked and outraged. My neighbors would have been gossiping. The kids at school, especially the boys, would not have been surprised at all. Some of them were well aware of my weaknesses.

I’ve decided to join Twitter and enter the fray, but I have noooo idea what I’ll be tweeting about. My life is fairly simple, I’m a bit different from other girls my age. I don’t own a cell phone or a tv and am in a constant uniformed state about many current events. I grew tired of being assaulted with either bad news (earthquakes, global warming, economy meltdowns) or ridiculousness (Lindsay Lohan, Kardashians, Brangelina) so I just got rid of it. I prefer to sit out on my deck, smoke a little pot and star gaze.

There is nothing on my page, I’ve yet to send my first tweet, but check back in a few days after I feather my nest a bit.

I just had a very horny call a short while ago. I had to hop in the shower afterwards to cool down. Time to relax with a movie maybe.. hmm maybe I should go tweet that.

A caller had me fill out a short questionnaire about some of my likes, dislikes, and limits. I’m posting it here for everyone now.

For each item, you need to provide two answers:
* For experience, write YES or NO next to each item to indicate if you have ever DONE that activity.
* For willingness, indicate for each item how you feel about DOING that activity by rating it on a scale of NO or 0 to 5.
o “?” means you don’t understand what the item is attempting to describe.
o NO means you will NOT do that item under any circumstances (a hard limit).
o 0 (zero) indicates you have utterly no desire to do that activity and don’t like doing it (in fact, may loath it) and would ordinarily object to doing it, but you would permit the Dominant to do it if it they really wanted it. (sometimes called a “soft limit”).
o 1 means you don’t want to do or like to do this activity, but wouldn’t object if it was asked of you.
o 2 means you are willing to do this activity, but it has no special appeal for you.
o 3 means you usually like doing this activity, at least on an irregular/ occasional basis.
o 4 means you like doing this activity, and would like to experience it on a regular basis.
o 5 means the activity is a wild turn-on for you, and you would like it as often as possible.

1. Abrasion-0 I scar easily from abrasions.
2. Age play-3
3. Anal sex-4
4. Anal plugs (small)-2
5. Anal plugs (large)-2
6. Anal plug (public, under clothes)-0
7. Animal role-2
8. Arm & leg sleeves (armbinders)-?
9. Aromas-? (what kind?)
10. Asphyxiation-NO I have a great fear of not being able to breathe. It would cause too much fear for me to enjoy anything.
13. Bathroom use control-3
15. Beating (soft)-3
16. Beating (hard)-2
17. Blindfolds-3
18. Being serviced (sexual)-4
19. Being bitten-between 2 and 3- would not like to be bitten extremely hard.
20. Breast/chest bondage-3
21. Breath control-?
23. Boot worship-1
24. Bondage (light)-4
25. Bondage (heavy)-4
26. Bondage (multi-day)-?
27. Bondage (public, under clothing) :-4
28. Breast whipping-3
30. Cages (locked inside of)-2
31. Caning-3
33. Catheterization-NO
34. Cattle prod (electrical toy)-1
35. Cells/Closets (locked inside of)-2-3
36. Chains-3
37. Chamber-pot use-1
38. Chastity belts-3
40. Choking-NO

I love when the games begin. I love that exciting, humbling, and “butterflies in my stomach” feeling when the person I’m talking to suddenly takes control and tells me to address him properly, or to speak up, or to kneel, or to touch myself. It’s what a dog must feel like when she’s suddenly told to “Sit!” or “Heel!” or “Stay!”, she knows that play time is over and that now it’s time to behave. I feel like the dog must feel, happy to please, happy to obey, happy to take her punishment, and also happy to be petted and told that she is a good girl.

I love to be pushed in my pain and in my emotions. It feels so good to be under the control of someone that just won’t stop, won’t back off, won’t relent until He has what he wants from me. He makes reveal my secrets, my desires, my filthy thoughts, my sins, my self. It’s incredibly exhilarating to be made to open myself up and give him the tools to use me more thoroughly.

I love when it’s over, I’m exhausted physically and emotionally, but I feel cleansed and satiated. I just got what I needed by giving up everything I am, and it feels right.